Come September we will be welcoming our final baby into our family. I never fully knew we would be adding one more until we found out we were pregnant and my whole heart knew this baby was meant to be in that moment. I have been so content with my two boys and wasn’t sure I wanted to rock the boat, but God opened my heart to prepare for this final child that is supposed to be ours. The journey to this baby has been so special too! Adam and I got to go on a trip of a lifetime and spend two weeks in Australia. It was a second honeymoon all over again except this time we brought back our best souvenir.
I had been feeling off a bit the 3rd week back from our trip, I was gagging a bit at random things such as coffee grounds and when I would wake in the morning I had a bit of nausea! After thinking maybe it was more then just jet lag from all of our travels, I took a test christmas eve which came back negative! While I knew I tested early, I thought maybe it was just in my head. Christmas morning I woke again with the same feelings and had one more test, so tested and and I was pretty sure I saw the faintest line ever, so faint Adam was convinced it was another negative… That whole day being with family was so weird knowing I might be pregnant, but wasn’t sure! The next morning, I told Adam, I had to test again, that it was killing me.. so I bought a different brand of tests and that positive came up pretty quickly! We both got teary eyed and hug and felt this overwhelming feeling of how this baby was going to be the forever baby of the family.
Enter the first trimester of DEATH! I went from the most amazing month in December of traveling with my family to Florida, a two week trip to Australia with my husband and christmas with family to the hardest trimester yet. By week 5 by symptoms were full blown, all day nausea and extreme aversions. I honestly barely functioned for three months, my kids ate cereal for dinner, maybe toast some nights? Adam didn’t have one home cooked meal waiting for him and he gained all my pregnancy weight first trimester! sorry babe! I would lay in bed watching my kids play hockey in my room pretending like I was cheering while I was closing my eyes. My first throw-up hit by week 7 maybe? and after that it was hard to control and think I threw up once or twice a week. I had my final throw up at week 12 and starting seeing the light… by week 14 I mostly have had my appetite back although a few things still make me nauseous, coffee grounds, my dish soap, and my anti bacterial spray i use for my counter tops!
Here is the little stinker at 10 weeks. The boys were with me for the ultrasound and the baby was wiggling and moving which they loved seeing!
Below I’m 15 weeks with this baby. Its my biggest bump at 15 weeks of all three, I have been more bloated this time then the other two!
We find out in 2.5 weeks who will complete our family! My heart is so ready to know and prepare! I could not love my two little boys more. I am so ready for God’s plan whether it is a girl or another boy. Motherhood is my greatest calling and I couldn’t love my children more.